Reviving this blog

~ CAUTION - this is another 'deep hipster shit' post. Just be prepared for stupid philosphy and reminiscing. ~

Hi! Um, long time no see.

Yes, it's been a while. I thought about closing this blog for a second, since I seemed to have run out of ideas. My life is not that interesting to be honest, and since I've been back from England, there wasn't really much to share. However, I have again experienced with joy that a writer's block always comes to an end even though it seems like you could never write again. So recently, I got some writing impulses and ideas and so I thought - why not start again!

 There has been happening a lot lately. In the last few months, I've learned a lot. I have grown and developed myself. I moved out from my parents and live on my own now (well not all on my own, I actually have 2 flatmates!), I started uni which is super exciting, I met new people and was more self confident doing so than I would have thought, I even made some friends, I lost weight and feel better in my body than ever, I read english texts that I thought I'd never be able to understand, and last but definitely not least I got a fricking own car (eek!!).

 As you can see, a lot of adult stuff, and if I think about it I can't quite cope with the fact that I actually managed all of this and this is my life right now. I mentally add this to the list of things I'd like to tell my 14 and 17 year old self (even though they - or I, whatever - would be terrified and wouldn't believe me). I've always been a think-too-much and a worry-a-lot. At some point in my life, I decided that the pursue of life is happiness. My 17 year old self cried a lot about the thought that I might not get a good job, make wrong decisions and end up being unhappy with my life. I know, I'm not at the end of the road - rather the opposite is the case, I'm at the very beginning - but somehow I know, it's gonna be fine. Because a way is never a straight road, it's a (damn difficult) maze with multiple exits. And if you go th wrong way, you simply walk back and go the other way. And then, you're gonna be fine.